future planning

I'm scared, no terrified. Today I've been planning classes for my next semester and trying to figure out what 4 year university I would like to go to after I finish my Associates in Arts at Caldwell. Well, the only school in North Carolina that has a "school of dental medicine" and isn't impossible to get into is East Caroline University. I'm not going to go right out and say THAT'S THE SCHOOL I'M GOING TO...but it's looking that way.

ECU is 4 1/2 hours away. It makes me cringe thinking about it. I know for sure I want to go into Dentistry, but it's scary for me to go so far away. To be truthful I'm just scared of the future, I'm scared of all of this change; graduating, turning 18, and not seeing my friends. I've always been ready to be all grown up, but not now, not this. I hope Frank likes road trips.




This week has busy (I'm pretty sure I say that about every week), but with school, my graduation project, work, and staying on my weight watchers diet; I'm about to die. S-T-R-E-S-S!
 At least it's finally feeling like fall and I can wear sweaters and long sleeves, and maybe pull off a scarf every now and then. If only my foot would heal and I can wear my flats again!



Frank's 21st Birthday was so much fun, after school I took his to Olive Garden and we ate like KINGS! then we went to Nanny's for desert. Nanny had made him his favorite, cheesecake! Then we just went to my house to spend the rest of the day happily. I gave him the rest of his presents and everything was just perfect. Saturday, October 2nd, Eric, Mandy, Anthony, Frank, and I all went out to eat again for his birthday at Chili's. I could just spoil the like boy.