"If food needed pleasing you'd suck all the seasoning off"

I wish everything would stop for a second and allow me to absorb it in. I'm tired but excited at the same time. I can never really just lay down without jumping back up for something else, or asking Frank to do whatever it is. I'm such a slouch when he's around. He allows me to rest or just be the laziest person alive. I should be the fat guy on the movie Gamer, which btw isn't a bad movie. No movie can be bad with Gerard Butler in it. This weekend has been everywhere. I was sick Friday and didn't go to work, and Saturday I left at 2:30pm. Sunday wasn't any better but I pulled through. Today I'm just stuck with a runny nose and headache; oh, and a few pissed off people from work. WHOOPS!
Today and tomorrow are my only days off this week and I'm going to love every second of it. I'm going to Frank's both days and today Frank, Anthony, and possibly Bubba will go out to eat. Tomorrow is Frank and mine 1st year anniversary. I can not believe it, it only seems like a few months. I think we're just going to cuddle all day and play Bioshock2 a lot, haha.
This may sound stupid or be understandable, but this is a good time to die; at least a good place to. When I do die I want to be as happy as I am right now. Everything in me is at peace. I have the most amazing man in the world and some of the finest friends. I just want my last breath to come out of a smile.

Modest Mouse

"Cut me down like a tree like the lumber or weeds,
well discard who you please like the leaves off a tree.
Drag me out of the sea and then teach me to breath.
Give me forced health till I wish death on myself."


...another weird Foxy Shazam video...