I possible could (10am) and just sat around and uploaded a lot of music for my new iPod I'm hopefully getting. Then around 6pm Frank, Anthony, Jeff, Jordan, and I met up at Fumiyoshi. I had a lot of fun. It was a good mixture of some of my old friends with the new.
After me and Frank went to Fairvalue to get some rice crispy cereal and mini marshmallows...I bet you can't guess what we were going to make. Well, your probably right, RICECRISPYTREATS! We went to Nanny's and made 3 batches of them. They were so good, but we had to save them for today. Oh, and I'm pretty happy at the fact that Frank is coming to my Thanksgiving, I'm kinda sad that we can't make it to both. We made the deal though that I'm going to his Grandmas Christmas dinner or something, so I guess it's fine.I really haven't felt anything emotionally lately. After my psychiatrist appointment it really brought a lot of stuff back up from my past that I wasn't too happy about. I guess I'm just in the process of mushing it all back down in me. I don't like talking about my past or most of anything in it. There's too much that hasn't been said, and I usually just cover it up with something else to say when asked. Personally, I don't think it's anyones business, sometimes I don't even think it's my business...I know that sounds weird, but I feel like a different person. I know I'm not. I know I'm still that really insecure little girl that just wants to cry all the time, but I just want her to go away, so I'm MUSHING HER! I find it kind of bad how easy it is to let people go from my life. It's not like I want to be easy, but my mind just snaps to thinking "you don't need them", and from then on everyone is like a acquaintance to me. Well, of course not everyone, but most of them. I just stop caring, I put way to many walls up around me.
Any who I'm waiting on Frank to get here so we can go to my Nanny's. So bye, and have a good Thanksgiving everyone:)
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