My day turned at 360.
I love you two and everything you do.
Renata and I are car pooling in the morning, or so I think. I just got home from playing Nazi Zombies with Anthony and eating Fumiyoshi at TCBY. I'm waiting for Frank to get off of work now and not really sure of what to do. 
I guess I'll just find some music to listen to and just think. I hate thinking, well, about anything really. All I wish now is that it was January 23, 2009 and beginning the best circle of friends a girl can ask for. I want my guys back and I want all that came with it. I want the late night SyFY movies, unhealthy foods, the laughs and laughs and laughs, I just really loved feeling loved. I'm not ready for anything this year and I really just want to hide. I need to be my sophomore self to survive, I need my middles school self back, in reality I really just need to pull threw. I miss my dad and I miss having a family. I can't type anymore, it doesn't even matter.
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